I hate myself for I fell in love again

I wish I would have a tool

Feelingless state is what I'd wanna attain

Why did this have to happen?

I don't deserve to suffer like that

I'd wanna rip my chest open

And take out my stupid, scarred heart

I don't wanna have this pain any longer

I'd rather be numb than feel pain

All I can see now is anger

All blinded and plain

After a long time, I know how it feels

When the tears fall down my cheeks

I just have to hope, the pain heals

And deny what my heart seeks

I dry my tears when I cry

I stand up when I fall down

I resurrect when I die

I go on all on my own...

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